Suicide.
TormentSo I found out a couple days ago that my friend is suicidal, yes another one. Im getting really sick of people trying, or killing, themselves. Like .. why the fuck cant people just try and look on the brighter side of things. Yeah things get bad, but they go back to normal if you dont dwell on them forever, why cant people just move on.
The stupidest thing is, that most of the people Ive known who have been suicidal are doing it over a relationship. I still dont get how someone else can mean the world to another person. Ive had people Ive been really close to, but there is no way I would ever kill myself over another person, it sounds absurd. Why cant everyone just love other people, but live for themselves ?
Today, I was on my bus, and there is this kid on my bus who has A.D.D. and A.D.H.D. and Fetal Alcohol Syndrome, and even he was talking about Suicide, and hes in Kindergarten. He probably didnt exactly know what he was saying, but he was saying very vulgar things and my bus driver told him to stop, and the kid was like I dont like you yelling at me so im just going to kill myself. Like I know hes mentally retarded, but he actually had something around his neck and my bus driver had to pull over and take it off him. If a mentally retarded person can think about Suicide as a way to fix their problems, I can only imagine how people with full Brain Potential must see it as an escape route.
I guess I cant really say much, I mean that whole 3rd paragraph was a bit of B.s. Ive thought of killing myself before, but there is no way I would do it. But every time Ive thought of it, it was because of someone else. Because everyone around me seems to be dying, but Im trying to make this as clear as possible; I never would do it.
Its kind of dumb how many people are being suicidal just for attention now too. Like my friend, shes got cuts on her wrists and her arms like everywhere. But she walks around in a short sleeved shirt and like shows them to people all the time. To me, that sounds a little like she just wants people to know that she is so that they can be like, "Oh, are you alright ? Do you want me to be with you more ?" Its really Lame.
Anyways, thats my rant for now.
I hope that if anyone is ever feeling really bad they talk to someone.
Suicide is Bullshit and no one should have to go through it.
Peace & Love.
For Everyone.
xo. _ Gerard.
Devious Comments
People are Idiots.
Honestly, it's horrible, but let them kill themselves, maybe other people will take note and realize life is worth it.
It's easy to blame pop culture, mass media, an uncaring government, urbanization, over productivity, corporate life, modernization, learning institutions, propaganda, etc, etc, etc. The world is shit and it doesn't give a shit about you, get over it.
The only fault that is true is your own. If you choose to kill yourself it's your own fault.
I guess i could write forever, but its such an odd thing for me to talk about sometimes, however I really do appreciate your comment because not many people seem to be paying attention alot lately.
but good luck! i thought protest love said it the best, and most honest, though i wanted to tell you that instead of letting them kill themselves open their eyes to life.
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Peace!
Basically, ive had alot of friends who were/are suicidal, like ive dealt with it but it still annoys me. I care about people so much that it actually makes me paranoid over if everyones alright. I just try and be as nice as possible to everyone because even the people who are doing it for attention must be a little sad, and slightly pathetic if they want attention that badly. I guess it bothers me alot as well because I constantly get people asking me for advice, keeping in mind im only 14. >< but people that are like 18 talk to me about shit thats going on. Its all an experience. and hopefully we can all learn from it
Thanks for the comment.
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