I titled this because it will mostly be about Scouting, but Im just writing again like usual because Ive been a little inactive lately.

All weekend I was at Cuboree and I had a blast, I saw some people I havent seen in a long time, got to hang out with Herb and some other Lakefielders. I miss them so much it actually hurts. I was so happy to see people. Im so Happy I went to Camp too, its always just the thing to make me feel better and get my mind off stuff. I wasnt actually back into the Real world till about two hours ago when I realized I have a Science and Geography ISU due tomorrow.

I was just talking to my Brothers Ex Girlfriend, I know things didnt work out with them but she was still really close to me to and it hurt to lose her probably just as much as it hurt my brother. He acts like he doesnt care about me talking to her, but I think it might bother him a little bit, but he still told me it was alright, I dont bring her up at all anyways. But it was nice to get back in Touch with her too.

Speaking of my Brother, hes in his New Apartment all settled in now. There was Flooding in the Basement within the First week he got there so hes just chilling out in Their living room but hes doing better where he is now then where he was before. He got Snake Bites .. dad wasnt too happy about that, but when is dad ever happy about Jon ?

My Great Uncle is also getting settled back into Home as well, after he just came back from his " Two Year Around the World Trip. " Weird as it may seem, he sold basically everything he had in his house in Peterborough, like Fridges, Stoves, Vehicles everything, but I think he just wanted a fresh start. He sure got it. xD The night he came home there was a Black Out and he had no Furniture or Phone he had to stay with his Next Door Neighbour. Hes alright now, we saw him on Friday and he came to my Art Gala.

Speaking of Next Door Neighbours, I cant believe its been two weeks since Maddy Passed away. It seems .. a little empty to be coming home from a camp and not having her sitting out on her Porch asking me if I had fun. Life goes on, ive learned this, but im still healing.

The Art Gala was Friday, what a Crazy night. xD Ill tell you that much. I had to actually talk about my art, and I was questioned, which was Jarring but Ive always been alright at talking for those of you who havent noticed lol. I was asked why I draw, What I like to Draw, where I get my Inspiration, it was quite thrilling. And at the end of the Show I presented a Dance with my Dance Class of about 20 People, that I actually admit was fun, and having my Great Uncle in the Audience made me happy because I know how Proud he was of me, Considering he hasnt seen me since I was in Grade Seven.

So Uum I could write forever about Camp, as we all learned from my Journal Entry after Operation Alert this year. But Im just going to try and Sum it up, Mostly just the feeling of being there drove me to a Happiness I cant explain. I was feeling so Overwhelmed Camp was just really nice to get away from everything. In saying so, It made coming home hard but thats just the way I feel right now, maybe its just that whole Teenager thing. xD But Camping reminds me of nothing but Good. Like when we were all little and nothing mattered. I miss feeling like that, I try to hold onto the " Child inside me " but honestly I could never do it without my Venturers.

I really want to write something about Venturers and Scouting .. It just means so much to me I cant put it in words. Everyone Ive met, Everything Ive learned, Everything I owe to the people who helped me I cant Sum that up in Words because now its just a Wonderful Feeling. But, I would like to say that Im really glad I didnt ditch Scouting earlier; Im really glad I met Herb & Sue, Dylan and Connor Reinhart, Travis and Nathan Dallaire, Reese Harris, Karl Prentice, Noah, Jordan, Mike .. just to name a few, and I re-connected with Josh and Mike Bagshaw, I never would have found any of them without Scouting. And .. Yeah .. Scouting is just like the Family that Ive always wanted.

I know im gonna keep Ranting like this, but I will save it for another day.

Peace & Love for Everyone.
I love the world again. xD
* huggles *